Molars... Molars

Yes molars are finally arriving for my little trooper. We had him wake up crying for a few nights now around 3ish, then yesterday when he was crying in the car I glanced back and there it was. A nice white tooth popping out of his gums on one side, so still the other half of the tooth is still breaking its way through. So with that mystery solved of why he has been waking I have been able to give him some pain reliever to help him sleep the rest of the night. The left molar however has not come through much other then being able to feel the little spikes of it. So probably a few weeks left of this set of two teeth are done making their way through his gums. By the time they are through he will have 10 teeth, 4 on the top and 6 on the bottom.

On an up-note and totally different subject. I happen to be driving through a community yard sale and happen to stumble across a nice, real, solid wood high chair for $20. Outside the normal scratches that a kid can put on wood its taken care of. At a later time I may have it sanded down and re-stained, other then that a steal of a deal. Not to mention kinda a rare find.

No help, Load of crap

Right now I really don't feel like a happy person. Typically I am though. It just seems like I can never catch a break whether with drama with the in-laws or not getting any help at home.

Tonight is one of those nights where I am irritated about not getting help at home. I think its been just about a week now that I have been cleaning up the kitchen. So today instead of doing that before work I sat down during Logan's nap, and got all the bills caught up and paid and figured a few other things up. I figured that people would have known how much I've been keeping up on the kitchen that this one day that I don't do it. Some one else will pitch in and help. Well I defiantly shouldn't have put my hopes up so high, cause to my not so surprising surprise. There the dishes were, still sitting there waiting for someone to clean them. The same ones from the night before, plus some from today.

And the one person that I had mentioned being irritated about doing the dishes so much, was sitting in the living room playing his video game. No not help with the kitchen first then play. Which just put me over the edge. And even now being home for over an hour hasn't said a word to me. Not a thank you for doing the dishes even though you just got home after 10:30 at night, and are probably tired, hungry and just wanted to relax when got home.

I guess I just don't understand why it is so hard for people to help out around the house knowing that I get off of work so late. And am up somewhat early to be with my son.

Then the other 2 people that could have done them as well. Went off gallivanting till I don't know what time cause I was working. Came home and most likely went straight to their room like they shouldn't have to pitch in and help either.

Im not saying that I am perfect either I leave my clothes in the bathroom and in the washer at times but that is kinda different considering I have my 14 mo old sleeping in my room so its not like I can just throw them in the dirty clothes any time. And I most likely am doing laundry before work and don't have time to switch them to the dryer before having to leave, unlike some who just forget about them even doing it cause they are too wrapped up in each other and watching movies or what ever else they do in their room to finish what they start.

Well Now that I have relieved alot of stress maybe i can actually catch some shut eye.

Tornado of DRAMA

I don't see what the use of all the drama is.
I don't see why it needs to be.
All it does is cause unneeded heart aches and pain.
I don't see why people have the need to use things against you,
that wasn't their business in the first place.
The only thing drama is good for, is to break a family apart.
I tried to ignore it, but a person can only take so much.
Why do I get put in these situations.
Like a tornado mess.
Left to defend myself from the hailstorms.
And the disaster left behind.
but when you confront the tornado,
But people claim that your the one.
Why cant people just admit when they are wrong.
Why is it so hard to admit their faults,
instead of blaming it totally on the other.

I had another incident yesterday where drama came to me again. Where someone thinks its right to ask about something that shouldn't have even been known about other then me and Jeremy. Then think they have the right to say they felt like they were used when they knew that I had just started a new job and had to catch up on things and get stuff we did without even though it was needed. while we didn't have the income. I actually think that there is a law against looking at someones mail with light. And down right rude to tell whoever you think should know about it, just to feed the need for drama.

Another thing is that I really don't think that it is right for any one to call some one a high and mighty B.... then lie to other people about the reason behind it. Especially since words were never spoken by either to come to the conclusion that i told her it was none of her damn business to ask what my comment meant by and I quote "I wished my son would have had his own day, but it landed on my aunt in laws b day." It wouldn't even make any sense for me to tell her that. So for that person to boldface lie to 2 people and tell them that I said it was none of her damn business when asked if she had asked me what was meant by it, just shows how childish, selfish, and inconsiderate they are.

The thing that makes it worse, is when all you do is respect the person. Then they hawk a big lugie in your face without any warning.

well I need to go grab a snack and head to lala land so good night and i will write to you again soon

Love me

Start of this blog

I am starting this blogspot to help keep my friends and family updated on what is going on in my life. I do not have a whole lot of time to call everyone a lot so I like to have somewhere where they can count on to keep up on what our part of the family is doing. I tried to on facebook and myspace but there were some people that just wanted to turn what I had said into drama. Therefore only select people will have my link and unless i give permission for someone to let another have it then i will be trusting that person to keep it to themselves. I will let you know if you are able to tell someone else about it. therefore i can keep names out of it.